My mysterious Passion!!!

While I start up to write this blog , there are quite a few emotions running  back in my mind.It may be felt as  so called self dabba or some may take it as a point of change that I brought into myself.

RGK School, Annojiguda.

Well being a student of B.tech first year , I had lots and lots of stuff to do.completion of records was  a part , while the fear of passing all subjects without any backlog (the slogan "All Clear") was an added flavor to this mass masala curry.Now there came a flood of  issues into my life where I had to put up two of my legs in two separate boats standing still in the midst of a river!! A small stroke of wind would blow me out.

But as its said "The Brave always get out of all hurdles in simple way" , I also started thinking in the same angle as to how shall I support my family which is in financial crisis and we three of us me and my two younger brothers , how can we be a great support to my dad and bad who were in bad health.

When you have family support you can do wonders.But if they wont we cant do anything.Life remains stuck at a point.Being a student I have to travel 3 hours a day, come back home and take of my mom who was not keeping well with her health , instead she was worried of dad's health.

Slowly I took courage and started my so called home tuition with a girl of fourth standard "Teja " , on 12th July 2009.And gradually it grew into a strength of twenty five and soon I was being called Teacher replacing the old call "Akka". My dad always felt inferior about himself that he is troubling us.But my mom made him calm down saying we are giving knowledge to others.This went on for some days when suddenly a biggest blow hurt us.Dad lost his two shops which he had set up by struggling for years.This detained his health more and more.We always gave priority to his health, but it never worked and he started drinking in depression. Aww !! It was a stage of hell where we started worrying about  him , but never  I tried to understand his personal concern.

Then came the actual twist while I was in my 3rd year.I got around four home tuition's and the tuition at home were handled by my brothers.We started earning good amount which was enough for family.We could pay our fees, the interest for debts and for medicines.

Seeing our work and dedication my dad came out his habit and started concentrating on improving his health.

Finally I succeeded in getting a good job and my brother too.Now dad is perfect with his health.He stopped taking  non-vegetarian food and also drinking.He  simply says "My children have given me a new life". Now he does n't have his own shop , but he earns quite well.He hopes to clear all our debts soon.

But I feel, I have missed my enjoyment of being a student and took up responsibility at early stage.Sometimes I feel great that I saved my family.Else I could n't imagine my self already got married and having a children ...!!!!  How I managed time was a great learning for me.Morning 5 am to night 10 pm, I was always with students.I felt proud of myself.I got different sort of  experiences.

when I started speaking about children(feedback)  to their parents.Some said, Sony take how much ever fees you want but my child must study.Some said, I  cant afford this amount, Can you please reduce it.I felt so happy inside wow!! really how parents are concerned about their children.

When I cried saying what are this problems? Mom simply said "Sony you are doing graduation in learning what is life" .But mom does n't know that I never understood what Life actually is!!

Today I am working in MNC but I dint leave my job as a teacher.It became my passion.Even today I have two students coming for tuition at home.At my work place, fortunately We have initiative to go to government schools and teach students.I love being with kids, teaching them  and making them have lots of fun.

Problems are actually temporary ! Take them very light but tackle them with consciousness.Be Happy.Keep Smiling.................