Saturday, 27 December 2014

A memory - A flash back -- And a future :)

It was almost 365 days back that I have put my pen down and today its again time to review my time with 2014.Well to be loyal and frank its been similar to other years, but something which 2014 has seriously left on me is a flash back and a future ahead.

It started with some positive hope and peaceful sense and ending with the same thoughts again.
To review it is just to make myself recollect my deeds and go ahead with passion and courage.

..... Birthday party!! It started with celebrations :) 50 years surprise birthday party for dad and get together of all relatives and friends, fresh relations to come ahead. It was all going well, being only girl to parents and my bros , and of course favorite grand child of my granny. Family was going to loose their child to some other place. My brother, who is a reflection of me left to some other location for  his career. This was a big emotional trauma for me. It took almost 2-3 months to get to normal life.
Well there I got some ray of hope and again was active and on right track. Was full energetic, cheerful and moving ahead. As it is said , we cant expect what happens to us at what time in what way. The noon of May 4th came as a disaster to my family. We lost our grand maa.... an unexpected, well who can expect a lady sitting on chair and speaking to you with full energy will suddenly take her last breath.
That midday has taught me a many lessons. Life..professional or personal is going to leave nothing ..except your sweet words and good deeds!!

Well after this huge blow it took around 3 months to get back to routine. But there was something missing! A sort of dullness... No activeness ....But this time my parents took their step to make me cheerful.. Their surprise cake..gift and friends made my birthday ..the one last at home as single ...a wonderful and memorable......!!!
The best person I need to thank this year is my student...well don't get  surprised I have not yet stopped taking tuition. Though younger, She has been all the time with me making me smile and happy for silly things.

Time plays its own games.. The most awaited moments , excitement was back after the festival of lights, leaving colors in my life....... Hey I got engaged .........Soon to be bride :)

The tag line for the post.. 2014, a memory --leaving me sweet memories of dad bday, mom and dad anniversary celebrations, granny's excitement on all occasions, gifting a new mobile to broo... broo getting into graduation , all bday celebrations, engaging with good team, Sreenu , Shiva, Sairam..3 bros!! ,
Arshad, Ajay, Neelima, Manognya, Tamal daaa ,Chaitanya, Deepika, Shubhi, Muni  and my most awaited list, gayatri , gattu, raya, karthik :P:P ........Jan 26th celebrations with slum school students, their happiness, running as scribes , getting friends together for sponsoring low income school students with an year kit.. etc etc...

A flash back------- The worst part was I lost my granny...every time i  think of myself getting married, I curse myself saying  she is no more :( But I was lucky , How lucky  I am that while taking her last breath she gave her purse to me.........a flash back purse which managed all of her responsibilities very well and an amount of 400 as a gift to me for my marriage .......I miss her every day......

Mallika, Maithili and Manognya........I am missing all moments with you :) But hoping to meet you all soon ...

And a future--Ajay , soon to be bride for him!! Well this might be my last blog as single.....Hoping for  a better future ahead ......

Assam disaster, Peshawar attack, VNR college tragedy, School bus tragedy, Modi becoming PM, petrol price got reduced , Telangana, Andhra, etc etc .....PK is  a hit , while Aagadu a bakwaas........Time is same for every one. Sometimes its lucky and sometimes back!!

As a human, being stable and hoping for good ...Help others how ever you can, If you cant feed anyone, at least understand value of food!!

Wishing you all a very happy time .....2015........A great year a head :)

My routine continues...with a bday party to dad ... lol , I will never change...All the best all of you :)